5: My Dreams

Dear Dreams.
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I do hope you come true. I have so many of you that its difficult to see a reality of you all existing.
My dreams:
To be skinny
To become successful
To feel loved and happy
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Dear dream number 1.
I'm going to make you happen, no matter what. With out you I wouldn't be able to become successful in acting. I need to be thin to become a success. You mean everything to me. I've never been skinny, as you know, and I want to feel it. I want to finally feel how good it is to be skinny in MY EYES. So please come true before my Prom, I dont want to be fat for Prom.
KTHNXBY.
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Dear dream number 2.
I honestly haven't the slightest clue how I'm going to make you happen. Not after college anyway. All I can see is going through college, then after that... nothing. I have unrealistic day dreams of being successful and I know they wont happen just like that *clicks fingers*. It will take work, and I am prepared to do that work. I'm working on everything NOW. Writing, acting, college, GCSEs, Singing, performing, drawing... anything that can improve me, improve my CV. Add to my list of accomplishments and goals.
I hope to see you in the near future.
Kodixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Dear dream number 3.
I day dream nearly every evening about finally being happy. Having fantastic friends, a gorgeous and darling finance/husband, two kids (ideally named Skandar and Ekho) who are insanely talented. Having a huge house, fantastic job... but I know thats not all I would need to feel loved and happy. These would be the most important people in my future life, who would bring me happiness and love. But I need to feel accomplished to be proud of myself, then I'd be happy. I need my ideal match in the future and I dont know if Skei is that person. I never imagined being with someone like him... so I dont know if it will be him or not. But Dear dream number 3, please come true. Its the foundation of a healthy person, which I currently am not.
Love Kodi x