updatee :)

RIIIIIGHTYY

well as an update i cant remember if i mentioned the two new room mates i have in my head.
Ana and Psyc. yeahh. little bit about them:

Ana
14 years old
5'5
very thin
light brown hair and brown eyes
full fringe, straight hair.
not the nicest person to come accross

Psyc
16 years old
5'10
size 8 with a DD cup size[weird how i kno that..]
short hair with longish fringe and dyed red
basically me drunk. :L:L

honestly its kinda scary. and im having halusinations >.< stuff like reli big spiders crawling up the walls at night and tall scary men standing over me. at night, youd crap yourself.
just thought id mention that

also unfortunetly developed a need to bleed again :/ i made Skei go into a fit coz iv started cutting again :/ i feel relii bad but its better than killing myself right?

i caught a glimps of my legs the other day in shorts and thought 'NO WAY!' they actually look MUCH thinner than usual. :)

and my grades are still above average :D i plan on showing all the fuckers in my life up.

but i reli need a fag :/ i hav 2 but i dont think i could get away with smelling like them afterwards :/ mehh ill hav to make do.
mental note: meet up with Craig after school again to hav a fag like we did AGES ago <3 loved that day

yes im doing well on the weight front. [wheyheyy!!] 10 stone 13 pounds. hopefully losing more!

this is verrrry scatterbrained i kno >.<
well i think thats it.. ima make myself some healthy hot chocolate :L



bye mah lovers x ;)

UPDATE XD

Time : 11:31 am
Mood: mehh not good or bad (Y)
Listening Too: my depressing Playlist on my ipod XD

rightyy well first

BROKENCYDE WAS AMAZINGG! Jefree Star and Synthetic Season were there too ^_^ cant remember the other band XD but yeah FUCKING AMAZING! Skei, Zanerr and Alix stayed over mine after and i saw mon lovely friend Chessyy XD at Brokencyde <3>

second, IV LOST WEIGHT!!!! YESSSSS!!! AHAHAHAHA!! scarily enough, half a stone [7 lbs] i kno rightt?? i was uuuuberrrrr proud! im on i diet atm :D not done too well this week, its easier for me to diet when im at school, less time to think abouit food :L:L but im aiming to get into a size 10 dress i have in my cuppboard. just coz its so pretty :( unfortunetly my arse is too big.

3rd, iv got the other blog thing set up. just coz i wanted to post my songs on a seperate blog (Y) yarr so check that out, and comment i relii want help. id like to get better.

uhm thats about all. im writing this before Skei comes over today :) hes the reason i want to lose weight. hes a skinny fucker. -.-

OH might start another blog with updates on my weight loss. just for myself. so i can keep track :) IMA DO THAT :L:L:L so anyway


I LOVE YOU GUYS WHO ARE READING.

mucho muchoo xx
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