Im Increadibly Great At Fucking Up My Life

Mood: Un Explainable

Listening To: The Computer Buzz


Basically, Iv Fucked up again. Since Wales Camp with my year, everything has gone wrong. AGAIN. Today Lilly was hitting me with a rubber glove that had something in it and laughing her fucking head off and laughed harder when i yelled at her and told her to fuck off which made her do it more. then her boyfriend, Steve, stole my bag when i was being hyper on redbull and took it over to where they usually hang out. so i had ALOT of pent up anger towards the two of them that when i went with Li[one of my other friends] to go get my bag, i picked up lilly's bag and tossed it into a bush. does anyone reading this think that that was bitchy? or do you under stand why i did that? if you have something to say please comment the blog. i would like to kno some peoples opinions.
my other friend Shazz told lilly where the bag was when they were on the bus and she hasnt got it back yet and it has her phone and make-up in it. tbh i dont think that either one of them are actually THAT important and dont see why her and her boyfriend are now going to kill me tomorrow. and i didnt kno that it had that stuff in it anyway! and Tazz got her friend who lives near school to go look for it and apparently its not there anymore. and also Tazz is blates on their side as no one ever backs me up.
so in conclution, im gona have to attach myself to my tallest friend, Manman tomorrow and he will hopefully help me and understand. and me and Shazz are planning to run away for the summer to my mate's house called Gok. he'd understand. and i just called him but then realised he was spreading his mums ashes at the moment and now i feel like a toss pot for not realising quick enough.


anyway.. please comment. gives me something to do.
much love to the people who read this
buh-byeee xx