Achhhh T_T

mood: kinda crappyy
time: 10:03pm
Listening too: secondhand serenade

rightyy well i still uberlyy wanna kill kitty. she slammed a door in my face... on purpose. making my nose bash it quite harrd >.<>.< god i hav hardly any self control.
Playa is getting on my nerves. still. she thinks shes depressed. pfft. she has no reason to be depressed and shes deffinetly not. i am ! i should kno if other people are! like Craiiggg :( hes getting depressed coz Hans broke up with him and she now hates me for telling craig that she dumped him coz her feelings for dean were confusing her and shes making shit up tbh :/ shes going round saying she doesnt fancy him. i only told craig that, i duno why shes getting other people involved with this... oh well. if she wants to stay friends ill let her decide.

Skei did the weirdest thing the other day. he proposed to me. im 15. is that normal?? i sed id answer when he asks me properly with a ring :L:L so hes saving up apparentlyyyy.. hey ho

me and Craig met up after school today and had a couple of rollies. cigarettes incase you didnt kno. its become something i quite like.. not good i knoo but heyy. we'v descovered a way to smoke and get us all light headed! its amazing! it feels like youre tipsyy.. and we did a few smokers kisses too. [blowing your inhailed smoke into the others mouth.. not actual kissing] so today was alright, but i feel crappy again >.< i wanna be 18. everythings legal. except drugs o'coursee. they arent ever legal unless youre rasterfarian. duno if i spelt that rightt.. oh well.

i hope my mood lifts.. its really bugging me. i hav no enthusiasm.
oh crap i still hav to sort out my work expierience with lilly. [different person] were gonna call them up together to see if they hav a place for 2 peoplee >.< ahhhhhhhh

well good byee. i needed to rant a little.
not like you care
no one even reads this...

'i was born to say i love you'
x

T_T

hm right. i thought id tell you what mine and Hans' 'to punch in the face list' consists of.

1. KITTY!! :@:@ [obvious reasons]
2. Playa :L:L [still laugh at the name Craig suggested]
3. Bell -.- [wanna be kitty]
4. Dean [hes my 'twin' calls me emo all the time]
5. Brad [man whore]
6. Zanerr [not as badly as some of the others but at spesific moments]
7. HayJay [bitch who says she wears size 6 trousers and theyre still too big for her.. yeah right. fat arse.]
8. Shona [hairy monster who brings all the bullying she gets upon herself as she goes around crying at the stupidest things]

i would REALLY love to punch these people in the face!! so so soooo muchh!!

:D
just venting ;)

'I Cant Believe The News Today, I Cant Close My Eyes And Make It Go Away!'