Achhhh T_T

mood: kinda crappyy
time: 10:03pm
Listening too: secondhand serenade

rightyy well i still uberlyy wanna kill kitty. she slammed a door in my face... on purpose. making my nose bash it quite harrd >.<>.< god i hav hardly any self control.
Playa is getting on my nerves. still. she thinks shes depressed. pfft. she has no reason to be depressed and shes deffinetly not. i am ! i should kno if other people are! like Craiiggg :( hes getting depressed coz Hans broke up with him and she now hates me for telling craig that she dumped him coz her feelings for dean were confusing her and shes making shit up tbh :/ shes going round saying she doesnt fancy him. i only told craig that, i duno why shes getting other people involved with this... oh well. if she wants to stay friends ill let her decide.

Skei did the weirdest thing the other day. he proposed to me. im 15. is that normal?? i sed id answer when he asks me properly with a ring :L:L so hes saving up apparentlyyyy.. hey ho

me and Craig met up after school today and had a couple of rollies. cigarettes incase you didnt kno. its become something i quite like.. not good i knoo but heyy. we'v descovered a way to smoke and get us all light headed! its amazing! it feels like youre tipsyy.. and we did a few smokers kisses too. [blowing your inhailed smoke into the others mouth.. not actual kissing] so today was alright, but i feel crappy again >.< i wanna be 18. everythings legal. except drugs o'coursee. they arent ever legal unless youre rasterfarian. duno if i spelt that rightt.. oh well.

i hope my mood lifts.. its really bugging me. i hav no enthusiasm.
oh crap i still hav to sort out my work expierience with lilly. [different person] were gonna call them up together to see if they hav a place for 2 peoplee >.< ahhhhhhhh

well good byee. i needed to rant a little.
not like you care
no one even reads this...

'i was born to say i love you'
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Oooohh Not Long Now!! :o

Good evening all, altho no one reads this haha :D i've realised that this is just for my pure entertainment... cool :)

but anywayyy... nearly school time again!! :O ima bit nervous coz i'll be in year 10 and starting GCSEs :S well im taking a deploma instead but its the same princeple. should be fun though :) and ive got an audition for a pantomime of Peter Pan, hopefully i'll get a part, if not, i'll be sad. arghh i didnt get tickets for The Mission District! :O damn it. completely forgot. my scars are nearly gone thank God. there are like 3 you can still slightly see but you wouldnt think they were anything more than from a branch or a cat. even tho i dont have a cat. if anyone asks from now on, i fell in a bush. hm, i need to repaint my nails... and that Charlie from busted whos now in.. umm... *goes and checks* Fightstar. well i think hes shit at singing tbh.. :/ and his bushy eyebrows annoy me HAHAHAHAHA!!! i never liked him in busted coz eveyone i knew at the time loved him. i always like James :) xD OMG im just rambling on about proper random crap! AAHAHAHAHAAAA!! :) i need to go to HMV soon-ish to get some CDs and Maybe a couple of DVDs.. i need to get some more money first. :S or its pointless.
ANYWAY anyone whos gotten this far, youre awesome :)

good bye to you from meee (and the little voice you hear in your head when you read things!!) :D
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